My personal trainer - Gilad :)

Yes, I finally have my very own personal trainer ;) His name is Gilad and we work out together everyday from 10:00 to 11:00. He comes to my house every morning via Fit TV :) He is in Hawaii and I am in what we call the Green Room. I lift weights, do cardio and lots of work on my abs. Hopefully over the next several weeks I will see a new me. I am tired of the fat face pictures. I am tired of two little girls poking my jelly roll around my belly. I want to be slim and trim again. I grew up being underweight or average most of my life. It wasn't until I married Chris that I actually started putting on weight. When I found out I was pregnant with Olivia I weighed 107 pounds after I delivered her I was 117. Today my drivers license says I am 120 ... Let's just say if I had a car accident and was unrecognizable and my driver's license were lying in the road the person at the scene would say this can't be her because the woman here is more than a 120 pounds :) I want to make my license true. lol I like Gilad's easy warm up, cardio blast, ab trimmer, and weight lifting. Once the workout is over there is an easy cool down and I am done. When he does an exercise that I don't like or has a commercial break, that is when I will simply run in place or do more sit ups. The thing I like about him is that he is free and I can exercise in the privacy of my home. Now don't get me wrong IF I could afford it I would love to go to the gym and have a real personal trainer. It would be nice to use all of that fancy equipment, but you don't need either to lose weight. ALL you need is a determination and that is what I have right now ( I might not have it in a week, but right now I do :) I started this two weeks ago and we'll see how it goes. Wish me luck. I haven't stepped on the scales since I started I am going to wait and be surprised ( hopefully a good surprise :).

Okay so this was all about ME today ... go figure???

I can't help but put in a word from the Lord from one of my favorite passages; Proverbs 31:17 "She girds herself with strength. And strengthens her arms." It is not a vanity that I care for my body, but rather a help to my family; to be strong to care for them and our household. Nice huh? God cares about every detail of our lives.

Be a blessing in word or deed.

God is good

Praise the Lord, since my last update there has been a pleasant change at our house. I've seen more sweet faces and less attitude. God is so faithful to help us if we'll only ask for guidance. Yesterday mom actually met me out and we shopped in two stores ( not much walking just pull up to a store and walk in) it was great!! I loved having her with me and getting her opinion. I was in need of some new shirts and took 6 in the dressing room ... she helped me choose 3 out of 6 that looked "good". I love her honesty of the ones that fit and her laughing with me about the ones that didn't fit :=)

So I am praising God for His goodness. Yes there are days of valleys, but I love those mountain top days :)

Off to worship. I love Sunday services.

Go be a blessing ...

Come to Jesus

Today I want to share the lyrics to a song that really gave me comfort when I heard it last night. It's an older song that you may have heard on Christian radio. It's called Come to Jesus. I do not know who wrote it, but it says performed by Chris Rice.

Weak and wounded sinner

Lost and left to die

O, raise your head, for love is passing by

Come to Jesus

Come to Jesus

Come to Jesus and live!

Now your burden's lifted

And carried far away

And precious blood has washed away

the stain, so

Sing to Jesus

Sing to Jesus

Sing to Jesus and live!

And like a newborn baby

Don't be afraid to crawl

And remember when you walk

Sometimes we fall...so

Fall on Jesus

Fall on Jesus

Fall on Jesus and live!

Sometimes the way is lonely

And steep and filled with pain

So if your sky is dark and pours the rain, then

Cry to Jesus

Cry to Jesus

Cry to Jesus and live!

O, and when the love spills over

And music fills the night

And when you can't contain your joy inside, then

Dance for Jesus

Dance for Jesus

Dance for Jesus and live!

And with your final heartbeat

Kiss the world goodbye

Then go in peace, and laugh on Glory's side, and

Fly to Jesus

Fly to Jesus

Fly to Jesus and live!

I've had a really stressful week with some new challenges (Satan is attacking). Pray a hedge of protection for my family and me. My mom is in terrible pain and the doctor's don't seem to be doing enough for her. She has another test in 2 weeks. My foster child has begun showing a side that is new to me. When she gets upset because she is being corrected she puts on a very "straight/stiff" face and doesn't say a word to me. She can hold that very unpleasant expression for 30 minutes. The first time this happened we talked through the issue and her pretty smile came back quickly. It happened once and then a week passed before I saw that "look" again .... now I am seeing that face 2 and 3 times a day. I would rather she yell or cry or show some type of emotion, but no this is what I am dealing with. Totally new territory for me. BUT my God is a BIG God and He will help me as I daily draw from His word for guidance. Being a foster parent is tough!!! Don't get me wrong I am not complaining; I am being REAL and honest. I love T and I am glad she is here and that we can help her. I am planning her birthday party and working on her Christmas list. I treat her just like my own daughter ( other than the fact that we can't spank foster kids) for obvious reasons. She is who she is and I can sense alot of growth since she's come to live with us. She enjoys church and her friends. She loves to help me in the yard with weeding and watering flowers. She loves to play anything with Olivia. She doesn't see Chris much since he works late, but she calls him daddy and always tells him to have sweet dreams. She is working hard in school and just won a Terrific Kid award. She is a terrific kid who needs a few more hugs and a lot of love.

Olivia has adjusted well and seems to enjoy having a little sister. One night I went to the nursing home to take my grandmother some clean clothes and sweets. It was T's bath time and Olivia called to let me know she had fixed a bubble bath for her and was helping me out. I was so happy. I am very proud of Olivia and how well she is sharing her toys, books and us. She and I are getting our home school done, but it it tough with many interruptions. Our DSS caseworker was here 3 hours the other day. The guardian ad litum is coming this week, more appointments next week. Being a foster parent means your already busy schedule just got busier. Chris and I still leave each other love notes and hang out on the sofa for a bit at night. Life is full. Life is good. Pray for my mom please and pray for my family. Satan is attacking, but praise God I am on the winning team.

Go be a blessing.

Choose Joy :)

Where do I begin? Our week has been filled from start to finish. Monday Olivia and I got groceries and squeezed in a little school. Our foster child's caseworker visited our home Tuesday then we went to DSS for a visit Wed., We had a school picnic last night, Chris's mom had a colonoscopy and a light ran down her throat this morning ( he went to be with her and praise the Lord all looked good). We were invited to a birthday party tonight, but can't go due to other plans (which we've now had to cancel due to a sick child) ... we are suppose to go to a birthday party in the morning, but considering how things are going I don't know if we'll make it or not. Life is sure busy these days. I count it all JOY and feel very blessed. I wish Joy helped with my tired body :) I don't seem to have a moments peace :) I got up extra early this morning and just sat in the presence of the Lord. I said a few words then told Him I was going to be quiet and listen. Oh how hard it is for me to be quiet. I prayed for family and friends this morning. I prayed for myself that I would do what the Lord would have me to do today and not my own agenda. I have to-do lists to remind me of my to-do lists :))) But the Lords list is so much more important than mine. His ways I want to be my ways, His thoughts I want for my own thoughts. No matter what life brings God is my help, my strength, my encourager, my father, my king, my greatest love ... He gives me Joy.

As we continue down this foster parenting road pray for us and the little girl we have in our care. We have all adjusted to each other and she a part of our family now. I will always cherish this time we have with her. I don't know how much of me she will remember, but I will never forget her. She could be with us 3 months or 6 months ... we don't know. Regardless, we know what our mission is and that is to care for her while she is here and send her back with the knowledge of the Lord. Pray that we are all good examples for her to see and hear. Proverbs 3 has been such an encouragement to me this week. If you need encouragement read it.

Deer season and Shrimp season are in full bloom :) Chris will be trying to harvest both soon. I'll let ya know if he gets a big one. Olivia loves our kittens. By the way our cat had 7 kittens. 2 have already gone to a new home together, 2 more will go to a new home together next week, 1 hopefully will go to a new home this weekend and that will leave 2 who need a home. Don't you want a kitten? They will be 6 weeks old on Sunday :) They are eating and ready to meet you :)
Let me know if you are interested.

I have to wrap this up because the girls are finishing their projects. They are making examples of the craft we'll be doing in Sunday school this week. I let them help when I can :)

Go be a blessing.

Life is good :)

Ok so it has been several days since I have written. I have had my hands full with a sweet little 5 year old. She is a lively little girl. We just love her. I have to admit that I am tired!!! Yes I said it. Getting up early is something that I am used to, but getting dressed to go out and see the world is not something I am used to :) I've had to take my new little one to register for school, DSS appointments and a doctor check up ( most have been early in the morning). I had to do a lot of extra shopping for clothes since I did not have any in her size and most of what she brought didn't fit. To say I have been on the go non-stop would be very accurate. Not to mention our nightly routine starting at 7:30 with bath, brushing teeth, reading 3 or more books, singing and bed. Whew ... She likes me to pack her lunch so I get up extra early to do that. So I've not had the time or energy to blog or play my face book games or exercise. Homeschooling has suffered because we are on the go so much that we've hardly had any full days at home. Olivia is adjusting to everything and I make sure I give her plenty of attention as usual. She and I have a bedtime routine as well so by the time both girls are in bed I am pooped. I am trusting that I am doing what the Lord has called me to do and I know He will work it all out, so ... I am not concerned at all about anything. I will do His will and He will take care of me :)

Thanks for your prayers and thoughts. I don't know how long we will have our little girl, but she is a joy and all is going well. We took her to church Sunday and she really enjoyed herself. She said they had some good ideas :) Chris took all of us to the zoo on Monday and we had a great labor day. We fed the animals and had snacks and took silly pictures. It's all good.

Take care and have a blessed day.

We pick up our first foster child tomorrow !!!!

So we got the call we have been waiting on this past Thursday ... we are now licensed foster parents !!!! We will pick up our first foster child in the morning. I can tell you that she is 5 years old and they say she's 'cute as a button'. By now you are probably thinking back to where I said I was only going to foster children from birth to 4. You know I home school and I didn't want to have to get up and take a child out to school. Well, I did say that but I have had a change of heart and will be registering this child for school and getting up to take her :) Oh well ... so much for sleeping in, lol. I get up around 6:30 anyway so it's not going to be a problem for me; we'll see how my Livie does :) She'll be fine. She is thrilled and can't wait to meet this little girl. We found out about her on Thursday, then had a DSS person here Friday morning, then spent Friday afternoon shopping for clothes and a booster seat. I was completely prepared with clothing to fit birth, 2T, 3T and 4T, but no size 5 clothing. We had so much fun shopping for her and hope the clothes we picked out will fit. We feel so blessed to be able to help her. I know everyone always wants to know why children come into care, but please understand when I say that I can't tell you. I have signed a confidentiality form to protect her or any other foster child's privacy. Think about your own child and if something bad happened to them or if they weren't properly cared for, would you want others knowing their business? Probably not. We will treat these children as our own and respect their privacy. Thank you in advance for understanding.

So now that I have addressed the news, the excitement, and the privacy I will ask that you pray for our new addition. Pray for her as she adjusts to us and a new school. Pray for Olivia and her to have a special friendship. Pray for wisdom for us in being foster parents ... this child is our first so we are learning as we step out on faith. Pray for the Lords will to be done.

Thanks friends. Now I have to see if I can sleep so I won't go pick her up with bags under my eyes :) We'll keep you posted. It's late and I am tired so forgive the grammar errors as I am sure they are all over this. :)

Go be a blessing ...

Trust and obey

Hello friend :) I hope this reading finds you well. I have nothing new to report on our foster parenting. We are still waiting on the license process ( which we think should be about 2 more weeks). We are still excited and looking forward to the children to come. Continue to pray for us as we prepare.

I have to share a very unusual story with you. Last week a friend called and asked if we wanted a healthy baby that a 19 year old mother is due to have in 2 months. Did you get that? Someone called and asked ME if I wanted a baby? That's not a call you get everyday. The mother doesn't do drugs or drink or smoke. She is a white female who already has a two year old and doesn't want a baby. The baby's father has no interest in the baby as he has fathered 7 babies already. I hear he "makes his way around". What a sad story. This poor child isn't even born yet and his biological parents don't want him or her ( not sure if it's a boy or girl). Well, as wonderful as the opportunity sounds; and it sounds fabulous; we said no. We have our heart set on the ministry of being foster parents. However, the Lord did lead me to a new friend a few weeks back and she and her husband are wanting to adopt a baby, so I told them of the baby. Healthy babies have no trouble finding good homes, it's the orphan children that need us. God works in many ways through many people. We will see what unfolds. I am still amazed.

Lately I have been caring for my mom as she has diverticulitis. I took her to the ER on Saturday, July 31st for severe pain. She didn't get to leave until 11:35 pm. Once she was released and I took her home it was after midnight. I drove 11 miles from her house to mine in a torrential downpour. Anyone who knows me well, knows that I don't like to drive at night or in the rain. I had a double whammy :) I am not complaining mind you ... I was happy to be there for her. All the way home I felt the prayers of Chris and Olivia. In the midst of the storm I had a peace.

Isn't God so good to give us peace in the midst of storms. I was in a physical storm with flooding roads and bright lightning and it was scary, yet I was calm. Many times in life we go through "storms" but isn't it so good to know the Lord is with us in good times and bad. Trust and Obey for there's no other way to be happy in Jesus but to trust and obey. We are trusting his plan for our lives and trying to be obedient to the call. Satan is not happy and he is tossing "storms" in our path which is why we covet your prayers. Pray for my mom's health to be restored. Pray for this young mother and for the one to parent her baby. Pray for the children who will come to our home as foster kids. Pray for yourself to see if the Lord is leading you to foster a child in need.

Go be a blessing.

thinking of 6th grade

Hello friends, I can't believe that it's almost time for our second year of homeschooling to begin. I am very excited and looking forward to what the Lord has in store for us. I learned so much this past school year and will put that knowledge to good use as we travel this road of home schooling again. Our books arrived in the mail this week and I have typed up a new daily schedule. We will start school on August the 9th or the 16th ( I have not decided yet). The curriculum for 6 grade looks interesting. I can remember my 6th grade teacher Mrs. Sherry Lindsay. She was awesome in and out of the classroom. I can still see her spinning the globe on one hand and pointing out land masses with the other. When we would go outside to play sports she didn't sit on the sidelines and watch, she played the game with us. The best memory of her though had to be when she brought her guitar to class and taught us a John Denver song. Our class sang it for all the parents during PTA. That was so much fun. I hope to make Olivia's 6th grade school year just as exciting. I haven't started planning lessons yet, but I will keep Mrs. Lindsay's enthusiasm and creativity in mind :)

Olivia's foot has healed up nicely from her sprain. She is back on her scooter and doing well; thanks for the prayers. As far as foster updates go we are now in the home stretch ( 4 weeks until we have our license ... if all goes well). After a trip to our storage building I was surprised to find how many of Olivia's clothes I had kept. I have been washing and sorting them today. My sweet friend Shelly called yesterday and is offering crib sheets, pull ups and other items from her son. I feel so blessed. I can't thank the Lord enough. I am so happy :)

Speaking of Happy ... I'd like to wish my friend from college Rosellen a Happy 40th Birthday on the 19th as well as my brother Joey :) Happy Birthday wishes also go out to my friend since birth Karen Snow Johnson whose birthday is this Friday. Happy Birthday to all of you :)

Many blessings ...

Foster update this week

All of our paper work is complete and in the hands of our DSS lady. She will send it to Columbia probably on Monday and then we'll have approximately 4 weeks to wait to get our license. One thing I've learned through this process is how to spell the word, license :) That's one of those words that I always had trouble with. I am not a great speller ( or communicator of language) I wish I were, but grammar and me never meshed. I am still learning though :) In the meantime I am still collecting items that we will need. Since many of you have asked what we need I am going to list the items below.

size 2T, 3T, 4T clothes, especially pajama's and socks
crib mattress cover
crib sheets
baby bottles
bibs
full size waterproof mattress cover
infant car seat
toddler car seat
over-night pull ups
diapers
no spill sippy cups

I have purchased these items brand new and will replenish often as the children will take them with them when they leave our home:

brush/comb sets
toothbrushes
diapers
wipes
bib
pacifier
shoes
underwear boy 4T, girls underwear 4T
socks for infant
books
toys


Thanks for your prayers and support. Together we can make a difference in the life of a hurting child.

God bless you.

Hello friends, here is an updated photo of the foster child room with a cleaned out and organized closet. Thanks goes out to Jody and Maria for giving us a great deal on the crib and changing table. All we had to do was walk across the street :) Donna your offer of a free crib was very sweet as well, but due to time and distance this was best. We think it all fits well together.

We had our home study last night with one of the sweetest Christian ladies ... love her already. She was such a joy to work with. She was open and honest and a definite bright light for Jesus. She prayed for us and had me and her in tears. It was a special evening. One thing I asked her was how much longer before we'll have our license and she said it could take up to a month to finish this process. I was disappointed at that answer, but I know it's all in God's timing. She said she would do her part to send in the report today, but then it will be in another person's hands before being sent to Columbia for the final write up and licensing. So we will continue to ready our heart and home.

I'd like to take this space to thank Lori and Jack Heckman for donating the high chair, stroller, bouncy seat, take along booster seat and many little boy clothes all for FREE. I want to thank Renee and Jack Biggers for donating a baby gate and safety bed rails also for FREE. Thank you to everyone who has contacted me to say you have things to donate ... we will get together on those items. I am so appreciative of your prayers. This is not going to be easy. Satan does not want these children coming into a Christian home where we will openly share about Jesus and his love to these children. This is a ministry and we are fighting an enemy. Pray for our family as we begin this journey. What a mission field ... these children will be coming from drug homes and abuse ... they not only need to hear of the Lord's love for them, but we will have an opportunity to be a light for their parents to see Jesus. We covet your prayers. Satan wants to seek and destroy and I truly believe he hits the children the hardest. Pray for these children, pray for your own children. Prayer works. Please pray for my Olivia who sprained her ankle this week. We took her for x-rays and the doctor said it could take 10 days or more to heal. Thanks.

While reading my Bible this morning I came across this verse that really touched my heart.
Psalm 20:4 "May He grant you according to your heart's desire, and fulfill all your purpose."
For many years my hearts desire was to have more children; now by being obedient to God's call to foster He is giving me the desire of my heart :) God is God. He knows best and will work out everything for not only His will but for our good. He loves me. He loves you.

Go be a blessing ...

Getting closer :)

The closet I must tackle today!!
cute shoes I bought :)






I mailed our completed medical forms and pet vet records to DSS this morning. Not long after walking in from the mailbox I got a phone call from the lady who will do our home study. We now have that scheduled for next Thursday !!!! Once the home study is complete we will be on our way to fostering :) This is all great, BUT what that means for me is that I have to put the crib up and have the room completely ready by next Thursday. When you walk into the room it "looks" ready until you open the closet and see all of those computer cables and equipment. My job today will be to empty the closet. I still need to purchase a chest of drawers, those safety bed rails to go on each side of the full size bed that we have in the room ( for the older children). Wow!! I can't believe after all of these months (since April) this process is finally coming to fruition. Yay!! So many people have been so gracious to pray for us and to donate items. Our family feels truly blessed. Thanks for your prayers and support.


I suppose I need to get to work :) Have a blessed day.